Don't be scared of finding new things,of being someone diferent,of loving someone else.
You'll find it easy to laugh when you forget how to cry,and you know what? It doesn't have any sense to not go out on Saturdays,to hear those songs that make you feel bad,to forget someone that's important for you,to leave those things that you love doing .You should not change your life if it is,already,the best life that you can have .Your problem is that you don't see it,you don't realise that you are happy and that you like who you are, and you have to love your self ,because if you don't love yourself ,it's a really stupid thing to love anybody else.
Don't let you heart think that your life is worse than it is